Daiko Drum practice 2

Went for my drum practice as usual on sunday. Manage to learn finish a song (forget the name of it) and learn all the dance steps (took us 2 lesson to complete it). It's a very simple piece of music with only 3 section to remember and the rest is repeated with action etc. Okay, I'm abit slow.. keep forgeting the beat. Although, I have manage to correct my hands but now is my standing position!~! Got lazy butt!, keep slanting at the left, making the whole posture looks ugly!~!~ (must be ugly, I think) Must be connected to the drum!~! Feel its present~!~ bond with it!~~! sound so spirtual. Wactched my senior performing the new song we going to learn next week. I can tell you she look so gracefull!~~ She is my idol sia, the way she beat the drum its so fluid like she and the drum is one. Hope I wish I can play like the way she does. Joanne told me she has been playing it for like 15years. Thats was like wah!~!~ *envy envy* Joanne also tell me that I should look at one senior and try to refine my playing method. You are my target senior!! I'm looking forward to my next practice. This time, the new piece is more exciting and alot of shouting.